Mason's more scared of love than he is of the walking dead.
Mason is facing more than one apocalypse. The darkest hours are those spent alone, when memories surface and the touch of his lost love can make the most erotic of dreams horrifying. He'd rather face danger than recollect how he loved Antonio and what he was prepared to give up for him. He's never going to fall in love again ... a vow that wavers when he rescues Kyle.
Although Mason is certain luck had more to do with saving Kyle than anything he did, now he fears something more than the walking dead. He's afraid giving in to lust may lead to love, if homophobic hatred doesn't murder them first.